so nobody ever uses this anymore so it might as well just be what its supposed to be
a journal for me to just write whatever and not stop
the only one that i know that will really read this is becca so what difference does it make
but sometimes i wish other people did read these things
they come from the heart and no matter how much i want to ignore it
they are the truth and honest things
just wish everyone still read these things
but its not possible for me to make everyone read this
i just keep rambling on because i honestly dont know what to write
i can write about my honest feelings but i dont have time for that
it doesnt seem to make a difference if i write them down or just talk about them
but i guess i will stop here because i dont know what to write

Love is not a maybe thing
you know when your in love
but theres a difference between loving someone and being in love with someone

i love how i can help all my friends with their problems
but i cant help myself

i guess im just a wishful dreamer...

ok so yesterday i got my packet and i was looking through it thinkin to myself do i still not want to do it
i looked at all the stuff for camp and football season and what i would do without it
NOTHING
i would do nothing
i would jus sit and watch you wishin i was still there
even though half of you probably dont care
i am stayin
i cant leave it
id miss it too much
but most of all i would miss you guys
some of my best friends in the world
i love you guys to death and could not leave you
and i will not leave you

what happens in vegas, stays in vegas!!!!

ok...so in the past 24 hours i have found out some amazing things
1. my boyfriend looks like zac efron(lol sabrina)
2. me and sabrina are geniouses together but stupid by ourselves(cant find books in a bookstore...dont ask)
3. i love you to death
4. i found out who my true friends are and you are not one of them
5. i leave for vegas tomorrow!!!

so ya if i get into anymore detail it will be a disaster
but if u want to talk just ask

♥i love you♥

From the point of suspense, we know it should be
The end of that part of our favorite movie
When the guy grabs the girl and gives her his hand
Says take me away from this torturous land

And I don't know
And I can't guess
If it's gonna be OK
But now my last wish
Is that you do this with me
Kiss me here and hold my hand
Let me feel like I'm the only one
I know you can
Won't you do it for me now?

i love you guys to death
but its wat i have to do
i am so sorry

prom was fucking awesome
that is all i can say